CAN'T LET YOU GO AWAY :'(

I'm tired of crying

seeing you lying

enduring the pain which you gave

Deceiving me by your false promises

I'm not strong enough to hear  that

You don't love me anymore

This is leaving me completely choked

I put you on pedestal

please don't prove it my vanity

I loved you like crazy

Don't call it sheer insanity

You're leaving me in lurch

when I need to be compressed

You're breaking me into pieces

I should rather get stabbed

It's indeed difficult to comprehend

After seeing your real face

why I still can't let you go away

hoping you to return one day

why do I still want to hold you back

seeing me busting up in wreck

why am I still waiting for your healing words

and thinking you might love me again . . .

WORDS FROM A DYING LOVER . .

Hey honey

Just wanted to tell you what I feel for you

I loved you then and I love you now

there is something in your embrace which is not letting me depart

your perceptibility is stuck like glue

the touch of your hands in blue

I plume myself that you were mine

you were the shaft who let me shine

the recite of going away from you is suffocating me

the promise of being with you always "my baby" is shattering

I may not be there with you to share your victory

this time I  can't elude myself  by giving some stupid alibi 

I can't touch , hug and kiss you again maybe

It's smothering me and driving me crazy

I may not be there to wipe your tears this time

and I don't have any excuse to accept my crime

But Honey don't forget that someone , somewhere

loved you then and loves you now . .