The Rape Victim!

His eyes are
full of lust, impassionate
He has an eye on her
He wants her
but doesn't care how
He needs her
but doesn't love her
and one fine day she gets caught
in his claws
She tries to unshackle herself
but doesn't succeed,
He seems to be more powerful
He breaks her body
rips her apart
squeezes her soul
and smashes her dreams
and when he triumphs
He leaves her torn
completely 
yelling, weeping
She is agitated
but rather more ashamed, humiliated
It's like a blot on her face
She breathes 
but has no life left 
Her purposeful life
seems to be so meaningless
She's scared to even sigh
She trembles 
thinking of the greatest tragedy of her life
With all the scars and injuries
her life continues
like lakhs of others out there
living the same way 
just breathing 
but so lifeless
so haunted
so named ' the Victims'

Fading Away

Yes, I remember

crying for you

lying for you

dying for you

just to be with you

Yes, I remember the time when 

Days were blissful

and so was I

You wanted to quit

I hadn't realized

Yes, I remember

nothing I could say would persuade you

amending myself to be with you

Yes, I remember

each moment spent together

I found you everywhere

because you always stood by my side

which is ripping me apart

and taking my breath

but after these days spent like years

Absurd though it may seem to me

now I feel

You're fading away

I feel you no  more

This impossibility of living without you

Yes, It is fading away :(

The Slut

The world has blindfolded my eyes

where darkness is what I can see

they say

'tomorrow is another day'

but I know these scars 

will never let me live free

how time was so vindictive to me

you'd never ever know

I was like you once

full of innocence, flawless

but now I'm breathing shallow 

Now that 

I grew tired of your pain

My fate galls my veins

It's been long yet I can't acclimate

there is no way to move

hard to breathe

I'm unleashed 

yet, I suffocate

You wouldn't know

how it feels

when you call me a SLUT

you splinter me,

stab me

inexplicable indeed, how it hurts

I abstain myself from all that you have

but how do I ensure myself

from falling in love?

Inside of Me

Well, here I am
Strong enough not to be broken
My brain talks practical

With my confidence
I can prove myriad of your truths
A plain falsehood

I can dare to shatter your fantasies
with my only blink

My beauty can fill you with modesty
and then abandon you in emptiness

I'm so very harsh
that I can make you smolder 
in my scorching sight

But if you ever peek inside me
you'll find me timid
and scared,
Scared of You
whom you make
the chief of all deities 
and let find herself on your feet
howling for eternal memories
which you leave behind ..!!

Blindness and Sight !!

I know I can't see
And please don't feel sad for me
I rather feel pity for you
what you've got
when you can see the
flamboyant world?


I can't see
anybody getting hurt
But you can,
you can do bad of your own people
while looking into their eyes
that much guts you have
don't you?
you see people getting beaten up
but you don't come forward to help them
and yes, you have  lame excuses
for all your wrong doings
don't you?


I can't see
anybody yelling in acute pain
but you can
and you rape
you mutilate
you slaughter remorselessly
you've become merely a zombie
your eyes  have become cold and callous
you don't feel pain anymore
like I do
that's why
please don't feel sad for me
I rather feel pity for you

CAN'T LET YOU GO AWAY :'(

I'm tired of crying

seeing you lying

enduring the pain which you gave

Deceiving me by your false promises

I'm not strong enough to hear  that

You don't love me anymore

This is leaving me completely choked

I put you on pedestal

please don't prove it my vanity

I loved you like crazy

Don't call it sheer insanity

You're leaving me in lurch

when I need to be compressed

You're breaking me into pieces

I should rather get stabbed

It's indeed difficult to comprehend

After seeing your real face

why I still can't let you go away

hoping you to return one day

why do I still want to hold you back

seeing me busting up in wreck

why am I still waiting for your healing words

and thinking you might love me again . . .

WORDS FROM A DYING LOVER . .

Hey honey

Just wanted to tell you what I feel for you

I loved you then and I love you now

there is something in your embrace which is not letting me depart

your perceptibility is stuck like glue

the touch of your hands in blue

I plume myself that you were mine

you were the shaft who let me shine

the recite of going away from you is suffocating me

the promise of being with you always "my baby" is shattering

I may not be there with you to share your victory

this time I  can't elude myself  by giving some stupid alibi 

I can't touch , hug and kiss you again maybe

It's smothering me and driving me crazy

I may not be there to wipe your tears this time

and I don't have any excuse to accept my crime

But Honey don't forget that someone , somewhere

loved you then and loves you now . .

Days pass by somehow
But nights now are a wagon of pain
Injuries may heal with time
but marks will always remain
restless on my comfortable bed
I toss and turn and try to sleep
But thoughts are bulking my head
And have formed a huge heap
The past is flashing its scorching light beams
Tearing me apart, breaking me at the seams
The darkness of my life is more visible in dark
And now I am trying to give it a voice, trying to speak my heart..
                                                                       -Anonymous
                                                   

I AM !

I am stiff but easily placable; 

gritted but anxious;

tranquil but restrainer;

and I know at times I talk nuisance

it's not elusive to comprehend me

but intricate to endure me,

I am aspired but a bit cowed

sheerly mired in figuring me out!